Why I resisted writing to you for so long.

I guess I feel it’s time to be honest. With myself and you…

For a long time I told myself it wasn’t the right time to write to you. No time or energy to finish anything I started. I started a lot and never pressed publish. With a wakeful and co-sleeping (rainbow IVF) toddler, a lot of solo parenting, full house renovations, freelancing in arts project managing, a deep dive in my own trauma therapy AND resting where I could…that I wasn’t ready to shift gears and get back to your inbox, regularly.

But…

I don’t think that’s the whole truth.